Monday, March 26, 2012

One and Only

 Author's Note: Just trying something different than just talking about sports and war stories. Actually showing that I do have a soft side. Something new that I wanted to try. Enjoy.  :)

Dear My Beloved,

    I know times have been hard, I haven’t always been there, and I have been the meanest boyfriend ever. Calling you names, laughing at you, pushing you into rain and snow, and most of all flirting with other girls when I should really just be concentrated on the one girl I really care about. All of these things I have done to you and I am terribly sorry about every single one. It is just the way I am my personality, a joker, and a very inconsiderate person sometimes...Don’t take it to heart, it is the way I am and the way I always have been. I make fun of you because I enjoy entertaining myself with you being hurt, then act like Prince Charming and make it all better with my “sweet talking”. Laughing at you with my friends is something I do because I feel like I absolutely need to fit in with my friends even if I don’t say the nicest things. You think I will listen to them about you not being good enough or how I can do better. Even if I can do better, I have committed to you and I will stay with you. Now we are to me being a joker...yeah, sorry about that. I get carried away sometimes which is very mean and am deeply sorry. Lastly, flirting is my big issue. Everyone knows it is true, developing the nickname “PLAYER” isn’t exactly the greatest thing that can happen to someone. I imagine your friends try and tell you, I’m not the right guy for you, that I will cheat on you, that I only am using you. Am the guy for you? Ask yourself, can you deal with all the hype and “player-ness” that I bring to offer the world? I sure hope you can, because I really am not going to give up on you.

I’ll tell you everything that I needs to be told. Some dumb things like how I am mad about playing bad in basketball or sometimes it is serious. Either way I can tell you anything and everything. You aren’t just my girlfriend you are my friend, and that is something that some couples can’t say about each other. You have amazing conversations, sometimes it is all lovey dovey and all about “lollipops and gumdrops :)”. Others we say “I hope you get attacked by tigers”, “I’m going to train my dog to attack you”, or “I hope you cry yourself to death” (That’s my favorite). The only thing I hate, is the fights. Silly things get the better of me and you sometimes. Like the meaning of the word “love”, things we will or won’t do with each other, and what our people think of me and you being together. Sure,we are only thirteen years old, still trying to figure out what a relationship is and most of all the meaning of love. Relationships are setting us up for marriage in the future, we need to find these things out, even if you don’t find the one girl or boy now he/she will always come and show up for you. Right now I cannot say that I know if she is the one for me because I am just trying to figure everything out but she is perfect for me. The only thing would be the height difference, but you can’t really do much about that! I enjoy everything we have together and I hope it continue it in the future.

Lastly, I’ll finish with all the lovey dovey stuff. Through good times and bad, the good times outweigh the bad times. Whether we are just talking, watching a movie, or just generally have a great time like we always do. The horror movie we saw was a great time. It wasn’t even scary, you over exaggerated like usual. But its okay, I’m there like usually Mr. Prince Charming to save the day from the Woman in Black. Great movie, if you ask me but her....not so much. Hanging out down by the beach was another fun day, even though you’re a little baby! Goody, goody! Well that is one thing that I can’t change, but somehow I am okay with it. Computer publications and gym class with you are always a blast. Whether it is me saying something that only makes me and you laugh while the whole class stares at us while the teacher is giving out directions. We definitely are an odd couple but in the end, it is just a normal relationship with a few things here and there but overall, I am incredibly happy with you and I want things to stay this way.

I cannot believe I wrote you one of these sappy and nice letters! Definitely going to get a serious talk from my friends about how it is against guy code to do something like this! And this brings out my soft side for you which definitely is something I really don’t like doing. Anyway, I really do feel like you are the one for me. Forever and Always.

Love,
    The only guy I hope you want<3

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